May 14, 2011

today, after a midnite past away. I still awake with a lot question inside my mind.
I feel like run away very fast without anyone can chase me. feel like someone can hug me from behind. give me a warm, without any hesitate that can make me worry. maybe u just can say it just a dream. the dream that very difficult to be understand. without eyes i might be see you. without ears, i might be can hear u heart. without this skin, i still can feel your body. I might be make a mistake in the past. the mistake that never i can forget. maybe until i cannot even remember my names anymore and the last breath come out from my lungs. I just feel very calm rite now. dont want argue to others, not because i cannot answer. I just feel that useless. pointless to do something useless.